What is destiny? Is this a kind of trancendental control or what we ourselves can change? Often, in difficult situations I hear some kind of advice:" Leave it as it is, it's a destiny!" But I am not able to leave everything as it is if I have a power to change everything, if I know that my future depends on my desicion. And in such moments we become Gods and it's a little bit scary. I'm scared of the fact that I did not trust my life to someone and I'm responsible for it myself, that everything is in my hands, and I'm still so inexperienced, indecisive, that I can spoil everything. It's a kind of difficult exam.
Heels - Zara